fulfillment

16 credits, two jobs, and one hell of a social life. This year has started out wonderfully. Without a doubt i'm insanely busy, but everything is just great. I'm working hard yet i'm still able to play hard and really enjoy everything. I finally have a group of friends that i have been wanting for so long. Were all just tight knit and it's great just to have dinners with them or all the random fun activities we can go out and do. My heart really hurt a lot coming into this year and it really has just repaired amazingly in such a short period. People come into your life when ya need it. I also came into this year believing that a good guy with good intentions didn't exist and i think i may have actually been proved wrong.

Then i have made the decision to move to California in may. Well why would i choose to move if i love my life so much here? There are several reasons to it.
1. I miss my sister and her boyfriend and i really want to be by them
2. I've lived in Utah almost my entire life and think it would be great to try a completely different place
3. I've always wanted to live in California and it has always been a dream of mine to go to school there at some point
4. I really think it will be an adventure and a good way to grow. I need to live my life more then just remaining in the same place.

As planned i will be in Santa Cruz the entire summer. If i love it and don't get too homesick from my family and friends, then i will stay. Though i may come back to Utah State. I do love it here and don't want to completely leave my friends and family. We'll just have to see.

Though i just can't believe how amazing everything is. Family, friends, guy, work, school. Everyone in my life is doing well. My grandma has miraculously gotten so much better. I love seeing her feeling well and happy again. I truly have never been so happy and i am really proud of what i am making of myself. I never thought i would be able to be a staff writer for my universities newspaper, though i am doing it and i continue to grow. I also was just really happy i got into school in California and am taking the risk and having my own little adventure to go out there. I feel a large sense of accomplishment and fulfillment and it is such a wonderful feeling. It's just all good things to update.