And so we run so far, chasing after everything we want in life, only to watch it fade away in front of us.

That essentially goes to explain a lot of what i've felt like these past few weeks. I've watched something go wrong in every aspect of my life during this time and just not know what to do. It's awful feeling so drained that you just want to give up. I'm grateful that i have the friends that i do, since they helped so much to pull me out of it. Within the past few days i definitely have hope that things may be getting better. So many bad things happen in life and during those times you do need the help of loved ones, it's just sad when those loved ones aren't helping and just contribute to the hurt. Sometimes people just need to stop being stubborn and be there when a loved one needs it.

I always believe that things happen for a reason and once that reasoning is found, it makes it easier to get through what is happening. In some of the aspects i have found it which has been another thing that has helped me through what's going on. I just need to keep remembering that everything will work out how it should. Hopefully a couple things will pan out this week. I'll just have to see. Anyways that's all i have.